It's the little things that make it all worth while.

I don't think you have any idea what that call meant to me.

Long time no blog.

I figured I should probably come back. It has been a month.

The weather is wonderful, and I'm not sure why I'm inside. I have a sunburn from French class. I'm super stoked for tonight though! Baseball, Beef, and Booze will be the best start to an already bound to be wonderful weekend.

I'm wondering whether seeing you today was a bad idea. Not that I didn't want to, because I really did. But I'm just hoping it didn't ruin my mind set of you being gone, simply because I was getting used to it. Then I saw you, and I was really happy...until those two seconds ended, and you were gone again, and now I won't see you until Tuesday. Whatever. I'll just try not to miss you too much. It shouldn't be too hard. You've been gone for longer periods of time before and I did just fine.

Plans this weekend:
Thursday: Baseball, Beef, and Booze
Friday: Sleeping in, practicing a lot, potentially going shopping with my mother, and potentially going to the Calgary Christian School benefit gig. If anyone wants to go, Fall City Fall (Andrew's band), and Deathproof (Nick's band) are playing. It should be dope. Potentially going to BT and/or E's house.
Saturday: Practicing, and nothing during the day otherwise. Sleepover with R & B.
Sunday: Shopping with R & B, family BBQ. Practicing.
Monday: Practicing, and nothing otherwise.
Things to schedule in for the very near future:
Hanging out with K, A, and BM.
Hanging out with KS.
Girls night with KL & RP.
If you're free and I haven't hung out with you recently, I most likely want to. Let me know what you're up to.

I have a lot of practicing to do. My audition is a week away, and I'm not even close to being prepared. I know the words, I know most of the notes, and I know most of the rhythms. It's just applying it to music that I can't do, which is probably the most important part. Oh boy.

Anyway, I'm done being inside. I'm going to enjoy the weather, and find a baseball bat!

sorry, I'm not home right now, I'm walking into spiderwebs

It's only kind of ironic that while procrastinating from finishing my essay, which I could easily do in half an hour, I was looking at stencilry. I clicked on the literature stencils, and what do I see? A face, with the words "Remember Gatsby" above it. Go figure.

To do:
Gatsby essay + response
French song (copy down lyrics) + comic (copy off Kees)
Chem sheets (which don't necessarily need to be completely finished until Monday, but should work on now anyway)
Organize U of L sheets + pick GLER courses + use cheat sheet to make registration easy
Laundry (and lots of it)
Learn how to play the bass + finish/start writing music
Finish painting room + cleaning it up
Find second roller skate for Emily
Relax!

The very thought of you...

I have so, so much to say to you. You have no idea. But nothing is coming into my head coherently.

I can't wait to see you again.

Today is just one of those days, which is really, really unfortunate. I have to write three math exams this week, and I'm afraid I'm not going to do well on them at all. Urgh. I need to go study now, actually.

Thank you for cheering me up. You always know how to shed light on every dark corner.

Indigo Children

I miss the Sims. I'm enjoying playing it immensely. I don't even know why. Controlling the lives of innocent by-standards just makes me happy =P

I'm very happy that I'm quitting. Rob is a douche. My life will be a lot happier without it.

One more day!! =)

Si je regarde en bas, je peux tomber.

I just don't feel like thinking at all right now. I don't want to make any realizations, clue into any facts, make shit up for multiple assignments, or learning anything. And it's making me feel like I'm putting up a wall of sorts, but I have no reason to have a wall, and I don't need a wall, and I don't think it's a wall. I just don't want to think about anything. It's a problem, since there are a lot of things I'm suppose to be getting done. Sigh. We'll see how the night unfolds.

I kind of just want to see you for reals before you go. But I don't know if you have time for that.